A soldiers' wife watches proudly as her husband
packs his bags, answering the call of duty. Rather
he's gone for weeks, months, or a year it doesn't
really matter. It's all the same at night laying in
bed...alone.

A soldiers' wife is a great actress, always
making everyone believe that all is well. When really,
she's scared to death and all alone. Never knowing
what the next phone call may bring.

A soldiers' wife is brave. For, if she shows
the slightest hint of fear, the kids will notice.
She's the only one left at home to reassure them all
is well and Daddy will soon be home.

A soldiers' wife does the silliest things
during the day to pass the time til he gets home.
Redoiong things that didn't need to be done in the
first place. If she didn't, she'd go crazy in those
long days apart.

A soldiers' wife crys at the craziest things,
with absolutly no control over it. She finds ways
to connect with a total stranger just because of a
bumper sticker, or shirt they're wearing. Kinda silly,
but she does it despite herself.

A soldiers' wife lays in bed with pillows
and blankets all around her, pretending for just a
second that he's there. She's wearing one of his shirts
sprayed with his cologne, the tears running down her
check as she can't go to sleep.

A soldiers' wife wakes in the morning, with
only a few hours of light sleep, to an empty bed...only
to do it all over again. Counting down the days til
her soldier comes home and the bed is no longer cold,
the conversations are longer than two minutes long
and those pillows no longer have to be there.

A soldiers' wife is exactly what I am. It's
hard, yes. but, I wouldn't have it any other way!
Call me crazy, insane, whatever you please. But, can
you tell me you're honestly as proud of your husband
as I am mine?